I am blessed with great skills to make people laugh,entertain and keep them engaged in a conversation with me (any age group) thats my greatest strength.After Completion of my studies I decided to pursue my career and hence joined Wipro office as a consultant.I met an old friend of mine at the same office and fell in love with him.He made me feel so special everyday that i could give up everything for him.I was fading my identity in his colors and began to slowly turn into someone he wanted and not I actually am.
It seemed like I was hypnotized and his magic was so powerful that i forgot my friend circle my hobbies and every single part of my investment for happiness in life.Everything was going so good ,when one day I had to leave for an office trip for a month to Delhi he cried at the station that he would miss me and all of that I continued to tell him its just going to be for a month and il b back soon.
Initially he spoke to me after every 10 minutes then it decreased to 4 calls a day and further to only me calling him.I left every part of me for him how could he forget that?Once I was back I found something going unusual between us.Accidentally his phone was in my hands and it rang with a photograph of him with a girl it said Harsha calling I kept quiet and told him there was her missed call he got nervous and started apologizing and said that he got drifted for about four days with her and asked for forgiveness
which eventually I did,yes I forgive him.
A year later I found out that he was in multiple relationships with everyone and in my absence he slept with all these women he met.I broke down completely and decided to break up with him.the news echoed in my office and everyone started asking me about it ,I felt uncomfortable so the best option was to quit my job and stay at home.he pleaded and cried to give him one last chance and the soft heart that I have again i gave him a chance he made me feel special for some days and later again treatment of a servant I felt miserable and today after going through all this somewhere I feel I am too used to his presence or I am being selfish as leaving him might just kill me with a feeling of loneliness.I dont have friends who would come and spend time with me I have no relatives who would ask me about my well being.Its just me alone in this big world of assholes and fools like me...
It seemed like I was hypnotized and his magic was so powerful that i forgot my friend circle my hobbies and every single part of my investment for happiness in life.Everything was going so good ,when one day I had to leave for an office trip for a month to Delhi he cried at the station that he would miss me and all of that I continued to tell him its just going to be for a month and il b back soon.
Initially he spoke to me after every 10 minutes then it decreased to 4 calls a day and further to only me calling him.I left every part of me for him how could he forget that?Once I was back I found something going unusual between us.Accidentally his phone was in my hands and it rang with a photograph of him with a girl it said Harsha calling I kept quiet and told him there was her missed call he got nervous and started apologizing and said that he got drifted for about four days with her and asked for forgiveness
which eventually I did,yes I forgive him.
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