Its been about 5 years,he looked very charming and he was my childhood crush so I did not take a minute to think and said yes to his proposal.Eventually I realized that there are many things that don't match between us but I made all the compromises because I did not want to lose him so I started molding myself according to his lifestyle.Our fights were on really silly topics but he could really snap out of it fast but I would have a hangover for long wondering what wrong did I do for him to treat me this way.I did not realize that its corroding me inside and I am turning into a different person and every thing about me is going on a different wavelength.After about 3 years I saw some pictures of a girl on his phone they were very intimate photographs when i asked him he accepted that it was his ex girlfriend he dated for a week i was in a shock that while I was 30 kms away from him he was dating someone.He apologized to me and said he would love me and cannot imagine his life without me,soft soul that I am got carried away and gave him a chance this was the biggest mistake of my life.Giving a chance and getting emotional with those talks allowed him to be a much more seasoned player and while he promised me of marriage and further plans of children her continued to have physical relationships with his past girlfriends....
Today I know about it because of my sheer luck,because of gods gift to me that's my strong sixth sense .again he did the same old drama of crying breaking his head and nose and all of that...
a great man said to forgive someone who has done the worst to you gives you relief.I did the same I have forgiven him once again for his deeds but in this life it would be impossible to forget..
Cannot imagine the person I did everything for turned out to be such a cold soul without any guilt and continued to lie looking into my eyes...
Difficulties are more for me now but I will overcome as if he is a seasoned player I am the strongest lover of my own.I will not let a loser trample my smile,my happiness my honesty.I deserve better,I deserve to smile always..
Today I know about it because of my sheer luck,because of gods gift to me that's my strong sixth sense .again he did the same old drama of crying breaking his head and nose and all of that...
a great man said to forgive someone who has done the worst to you gives you relief.I did the same I have forgiven him once again for his deeds but in this life it would be impossible to forget..
Cannot imagine the person I did everything for turned out to be such a cold soul without any guilt and continued to lie looking into my eyes...
Difficulties are more for me now but I will overcome as if he is a seasoned player I am the strongest lover of my own.I will not let a loser trample my smile,my happiness my honesty.I deserve better,I deserve to smile always..
