Sunday, 9 October 2016

Did I do it just after my half wedding ???

Pampered to all the love from people and waking up to songs I really like,its that magical feeling to get importance finally in that house which only complained all my life for coming home late night or wearing short clothes.You must be wondering why,well the answer is very dramatic "Finally I'm getting married".

I have not even got over my past boyfriend I miss him so much at times when I desperately want to kiss or even make love.He was good at it and I don't really know if Varun is that good enough in bed.Lets admit sex is very important people get divorced if their partners cannot satisfy them in bed.

My parents have already started getting emotional,only 6 days to go and im gone forever away from this life of singlehood.I am excited too but dont really know if im excited about my wedding or its about just running away.After a long time I thought about smoking weed just to make sure I dont miss it after my wedding and than to my surprise Varun calls me sounding all dizzy and desparate asking me to finally meet him in private I thought it would be a great idea atleast to feel his lips that is if I'm lucky enough.I quickly dressed up and left in the middle of the night jumping out of my balcony just like hindi movies runaway bride but with my fiance lol.

We spent time by the lake talking and when we just got into the mood to kiss his phone rang it was a man talking and he sounded very sensitive while in conversation before any good could happen we left.he called me next morning to confess just on our wedding day that he was having an affair with a man but he was a bisexual and could takecare of both the relationships if we got married.

For a moment I froze but anyway I could not let myself out to anybody and this marraige seemed to be a compromise moreover.This happened on the wedding afternoon,I thought about everything and still continued to be a part of the ceremonial preparations without an inch of worry that if I marry this man I will have to compromise on many things but than he was honest enough and than I could also continue with my so called affair with my ex boyfriend.This would be the best opportunity to go ahead with a proposal like this where I could do what I want and not be worried about any external pressure.

I entered the wedding hall all decked up Varun looked fabulous,you can imagine a gay boy he looked absolutely stunning.After the seven vows when he was about to put sindoor I told him to stop told everyone "My husband today told me he is a bisexual and wants to marry me cause he loves me I dont find it odd and socially unacceptable to have this man besides me for the rest of my life" I was loud and clear .

I did this out of courage to tell all the people who told me that he was a gay I am proud to be with him and we were in a mutually accepted relationship knowing about eachother.