Chapter 1 - Introduction to basics
After all the thesis of love we go through,experiences we are told and some we go through this is me Mariam,trying to make sense of this life given to me who everyone would crave for.
Falling in love is not really easy you know,I wanted to fall in love this one last time but with whole guarantee it would lead me to a commitment.But,its me again innocent enough to trust vultures again and again and again... Sorry wrote that too many times for special effect...Before I tell you about this new vulture let me share my decent life with you.
I am Mariam Kazi, born in an extremely warm environment,rich enough to buy any luxury demanded for,completely a celebrity life with amazing non conservative family.Like every girl I want to marry like my parents did and my grandparents and so on.... But in order to get there I needed a man who stand at least close to my expectations....
Oh my expectations are listed below
- Independent
- Educated
- Sensitive
- Caring
- Loves me and my family
- Responsible
- Adventurous
- Humorous
- Witty
- Empathetic
- Bollywood Person (believes in Bollywood romance basically)
Urrrghhhh !!!! Quiet a cliched description right??? But, yes this is me and my expectations,hope not too many to be real.....
To be continued.......
Chapter 2-He arrived out of Blue
It was a normal day,morning breakfast with my lovely family lots of cuddles to my turtles and fish (Imaginary ones of-course) pet person that I am.Coming back,it was a normal day went to work started lining up my meetings and there was a friend request from a guy who looked decently cute but hardly any pictures to make a judgement and know if I had to accept.
Exactly three days later he messaged me something unusual "I can barely get my eyes off you,can I please get the opportunity to meet you once".Alert !!! "This was a trap" my mind said but heart said "Go for it,he is the man".
In this whole confusion,I decided to go with my heart and replied "Hey Hi !!! " I replied.Immediately there was a reply like he was waiting for my text.The conversation was random and it went on for a long time.It sounded like this man had too many compliments to give me and I was wondering if this is the man.
He spoke to me for hours and I shared all my life in fact all my life in few conversations we had.There was an amazing chemistry we shared and so much love which was all I wanted.He made me want to love him and that is how we ended up meeting.
Now what do I wear,how to decide on a single dress when all look nice or nothing is looking great.I managed to pick one and felt I looked gorgeous enough to handle the first meet.
To be Continued.....
Chapter 3 - Bollywood Passion
What ???? Nooooo there was a man for real,he was mine and I was his love. OK,why I said Nooooooo,its too real to believe.I had to tell my parents..... Oh no not so soon....Or may be I should....
I'm a confused soul sometimes and too loyal to people I love and care for.My three best friends Sachit Gupta , Solandra Gomes , and Sumaya Gonsalves they are bonded souls and they are the ones who could go to any extent to see me happy.So I told them about Derrick,yes he was a catholic by religion and I am a Muslim.But who cares I know my family would accept it as they were liberal and he told me that he loves me and no matter what he would stand by me.They all had their own views mostly negative which I ignored because I was in love.
Im all set guys,love has taken me to a whole new level of excitement,now its just his turn to make the standard Shahrukh Khan move.
He proposed to me and I obviously said yes,Sachit warned me that this was going too fast and it should stop "I think your just jealous of because your scared of loosing me bozo" the careless mad naive lover in me said.
I made the big move,told my parents and initially they sounded reluctant but it settled a little later in sometime.
I made the big move,told my parents and initially they sounded reluctant but it settled a little later in sometime.
It was his time to tell home,and I was desperate,no more waiting is all I knew.This romance was getting intense and horses could not be pulled over again and again during the ascending moments.Oh this boy had charmed me way too much.
To be continued .....
It was a whole day passed he did not call or text me,what must have happened?My work got me so busy that looking at my phone a thousand times for his name was the only option instead of text/call from my side.
I was curious and time passing was only dropping my pressure so I called him "Hey what happened no call/text since morning is everything OK? " I asked. He behaved like nothing happened and very normally said "Yeah ! Just been busy and Oh by the way spoke to my parents about you".
That was ringing glorious bells in my head fully energized containing myself that he behaved like nothing happened even though it was the most abnormal thing that happened between us.Anyway with excitement I asked him what did they say.
"Well my father asked me what do you do and what is your family background like? I told them that they were running transport business so immediately my father said must be underworld dealers son you better get away from them" he said.My heart sunk down to hear better get away from them I continued to be silent."Oh and he also asked me if your white skin as he wants the girl to be fairer to me" he said it with some joy."I told my dad she is not fair and that is OK she loves me crazy" he continued telling me with utmost belief that we are not going to be together as I am on darker skin tone and I belong to a rich family sorry transport business supposedly goons family.
With great conviction I asked him so what do we do? He replied "We need to just be friends may be as I cannot do without you and I love you".
Oh my where did I land myself into? Did a mistake again??? Wait he told me he would do anything for me,is it that my skin color changed everything? Or getting physically close showed him that we had bad chemistry so it was over?? I started thinking
To be continued....
Chapter 4- Time Changing
It was a whole day passed he did not call or text me,what must have happened?My work got me so busy that looking at my phone a thousand times for his name was the only option instead of text/call from my side.
I was curious and time passing was only dropping my pressure so I called him "Hey what happened no call/text since morning is everything OK? " I asked. He behaved like nothing happened and very normally said "Yeah ! Just been busy and Oh by the way spoke to my parents about you".
That was ringing glorious bells in my head fully energized containing myself that he behaved like nothing happened even though it was the most abnormal thing that happened between us.Anyway with excitement I asked him what did they say.
"Well my father asked me what do you do and what is your family background like? I told them that they were running transport business so immediately my father said must be underworld dealers son you better get away from them" he said.My heart sunk down to hear better get away from them I continued to be silent."Oh and he also asked me if your white skin as he wants the girl to be fairer to me" he said it with some joy."I told my dad she is not fair and that is OK she loves me crazy" he continued telling me with utmost belief that we are not going to be together as I am on darker skin tone and I belong to a rich family sorry transport business supposedly goons family.
With great conviction I asked him so what do we do? He replied "We need to just be friends may be as I cannot do without you and I love you".
Oh my where did I land myself into? Did a mistake again??? Wait he told me he would do anything for me,is it that my skin color changed everything? Or getting physically close showed him that we had bad chemistry so it was over?? I started thinking
To be continued....
Chapter 5 - Reality Always Gives Painful Blows
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