What happened this morning,same old I wokeup went to the washroom brushed my teeth and tried to figure out what could I eat for breakfast.when I saw there was nothing I went out got some bread and put jam and ate it.Later washed my clothes put them to dry and went for work.At work the same old thing men admiring my beauty or rather my figure to be more precise I'm so used to that.Oh today is Mr.Mehra's birthday and he is throwing a b'day party at his farm house which is a dream place for a holiday home I must say.He insisted so much that I have to be there not to forget he has a crush on me he admitted it once earlier when he was really drunk after the success party of our magazine launch.I though if I should go or not as it was a long weekend and I wanted to go somewhere with my husband.
I'm sure you were wondering that I would have been a single lady all this while with the lifestyle I mentioned above but no I'm married to Vikas which makes me Mrs.Malhotra.An important part of my life who has gone numb for a long time due to negligence and misunderstandings.He was very promising earlier now the only thing he does with absolute perfection is abuse the shit out of me and I'm adjusting to it for all the scars he has given me earlier these are now become minor.I try to get things right because finally he has been father to my aborted child.So what if my child was almost killed by him he still is the person I handed over my body with utmost trust.Even when I am an independant lady I'm and old school indian mentality.
So anyway thats my decayed matter coming to this party I was too scared to ask Vikas about it coz he hates my work people and anyone who appreciates me or likes to talk to me.I made the attempt while he was busy painting by keeping my hand on his shoulder n holding him tigh from behind "Darling Mr.Mehra is throwing his b'day party at his Versova farm house we are invited" I said.He quickly turned towards me and said "so go alone and serve him sweetheart" I could not take it and left crying.
Sometimes that point comes in your life when you feel you should have just killed yourself for getting married ,Yea the same goes with me...
He got into the bath tub with me dissolving colors of his painted garments in the water and kissed me saying "Lets go fresh to meet the b'day boy "I was surprised to see my husband get so romantic but I did not want to trust any moment.I got ready in a wine gown and he wore a black suit with neat hair do.
At the party everyone I was hoping nobody compliments me but it was just the opposite and Vikas did not show any reaction in front of people I was happy that may be things are changing now.Manya Rastogi chairman of our company was having a small chat with me on the open terrace while I was trying to listen and at the same time trying to see if Vikas was fine. suddenly he just came in between the conversation ans asked Mrs Rastogi to give us some time.He pulled me away from everyone took me by the pool side and started behaving mad again,he asked me "How many times have you slept with you boss that he knows how strong your legs are" I left with tears he pulled me towards him and pressed the cigarette bud on my arm when I
screamed he kept his hands on my mouth and said he is sorry and kissed me and said he loves me.
This is not any new situation it happens all the time to me,my hands and body have marks this way which reminds me of all the bad moments.He told me not to react and behave I quickly fixed my face and went upstairs where the party was active and begin to proceed with dismiss..
Everyone loves my smile but nobody really knows that this priceless smile on my face is fake
I'm sure you were wondering that I would have been a single lady all this while with the lifestyle I mentioned above but no I'm married to Vikas which makes me Mrs.Malhotra.An important part of my life who has gone numb for a long time due to negligence and misunderstandings.He was very promising earlier now the only thing he does with absolute perfection is abuse the shit out of me and I'm adjusting to it for all the scars he has given me earlier these are now become minor.I try to get things right because finally he has been father to my aborted child.So what if my child was almost killed by him he still is the person I handed over my body with utmost trust.Even when I am an independant lady I'm and old school indian mentality.
So anyway thats my decayed matter coming to this party I was too scared to ask Vikas about it coz he hates my work people and anyone who appreciates me or likes to talk to me.I made the attempt while he was busy painting by keeping my hand on his shoulder n holding him tigh from behind "Darling Mr.Mehra is throwing his b'day party at his Versova farm house we are invited" I said.He quickly turned towards me and said "so go alone and serve him sweetheart" I could not take it and left crying.
Sometimes that point comes in your life when you feel you should have just killed yourself for getting married ,Yea the same goes with me...
He got into the bath tub with me dissolving colors of his painted garments in the water and kissed me saying "Lets go fresh to meet the b'day boy "I was surprised to see my husband get so romantic but I did not want to trust any moment.I got ready in a wine gown and he wore a black suit with neat hair do.
At the party everyone I was hoping nobody compliments me but it was just the opposite and Vikas did not show any reaction in front of people I was happy that may be things are changing now.Manya Rastogi chairman of our company was having a small chat with me on the open terrace while I was trying to listen and at the same time trying to see if Vikas was fine. suddenly he just came in between the conversation ans asked Mrs Rastogi to give us some time.He pulled me away from everyone took me by the pool side and started behaving mad again,he asked me "How many times have you slept with you boss that he knows how strong your legs are" I left with tears he pulled me towards him and pressed the cigarette bud on my arm when I
screamed he kept his hands on my mouth and said he is sorry and kissed me and said he loves me.
This is not any new situation it happens all the time to me,my hands and body have marks this way which reminds me of all the bad moments.He told me not to react and behave I quickly fixed my face and went upstairs where the party was active and begin to proceed with dismiss..Everyone loves my smile but nobody really knows that this priceless smile on my face is fake
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